
Age: 20
Gender: Female
Location: Boise, Idaho
I knew that meth was bad, my parents had done it my whole life, and my dad was and still is serving a ten year prison sentence for trafficking meth. I have never done it myself but I had grown up around it and I knew what it did to people. Then when I was 18 I met and fell in love with a 25 year old man that I worked with me. Even though I knew that he had been addicted to meth I still thought he was a great guy. After I turned 19 we found out that I was pregnant. I moved in with him and everything was going great. I started college and he continued to work. Then we became broke and he said that he had a second job and thatıs why he wasn't home that much anymore. Me knowing the signs I knew what he really meant by that. He started using very heavily and it scared me so bad. I moved out and we talked now and then and I always gave him money, even though I knew what he was doing with it. I was 6 months pregnant when I got the phone call. He had a heart attack and now I'm raising our baby on my own because he is too sick and weak to help. Even though I have never done meth it has changed my life so much.